Vart ute o gått...

Jag åkte hemifrån 06:15 och kom hem 18:10 eller vad klockan nu va men det var efter kl 18:00 iallafall. ..snacka om långa dagar!!!!

Men ikväll ska jag lägga mig tidigare!!

Ska se på idol nu då!!

Idag så har jag vart ute o gått...än så länge går det bra ;)

Nu jäklar ska det gå!!!!

Har bestämt mig för att börja träna varje dag och äta nyttig mat, inget onyttigt, inget godis och inget "jag orkar inte"!!!!! Nu är det dags att börja i livet innan det är försent !!!

 

Detta är hundraser som jag skulle tänka mig kunna ha i framtiden! !

 

Nyskriven av mig!!

 

Inget passar bättre efter första veckan på gymnasiet än att sitta på freda kväll framför tv med en film på någon kanal och sen varm choklad i handen!!!! Jag säger bara två ord Mysigt & Gott!!!!!!!!

Den bok kallar vi för floristernas bibel, bara för att där i står allt en florist behöver veta!

Så då är det andra dagen på gymnasiet då, så idag var 2:orna och 3:orna oxå på skolan. Vi hade ett elevråd efter lunch och jag märkte att vi alla på skolan inte är skitmånga, vilket är skönt!

 

Första dagen på gymnasiet.....CHECK!!!!

Jag säger bara OMG och det var mke att ta in!!

Sitter just nu på stationen och väntar på att bussen ska komma, jippi!!!!

Snart är man i skövde och snart börjar gymnasietiden!!!

Jag längtar men ändå så är jag otroligt nervös,  asså hallå!!!!! Varför är jag så inni helevete nervös, det finns ingenting att vara nervös för. Men i alla fall önska mig och alla andra som börjar idag LYCKA TILL!!!!

Ska sova nu för ska upp halv 6 imorn :/

Är så spänd och nervös inför imorn, men det kommer gå fint. Jag menar jag är ju säkert inte den enda som är nervös!!!

Säger lycka til alla som ska börja sitt första år på gymnasiet!!

 

Imorgon så börjar jag 1:a året på gymnasiet!

Jag kommer gå på praktiska i skövde med inriktning florist "lärling".

Så i fredags så små shoppade jag lite nödvändiga saker som kan vara bra att ha!

Idag ska vi fira min lillebror som fyller 7 år på tisdag, så då passar vi på med ett släktkalas!!!

Asså shit gymnasiet börjar imorgon!!! Är så jäkla nervös, fast jag är nog inte den enda ;)

Här kommer några bilder från Öland, lägger upp mer någon annan dag!

Godis/Chips

Buss/Tåg

Nalle puh/Bamse

 

 

Muntligt/Skriftlig

Facebook/Twitter

Säng/Soffa

 

 

Gå/Springa

 

Tv/Mobil

Husmanskost/Snabbmat

 

 

Vans/Converse

Detta kommer bli ett minne till dig gumman!!!

Det var egentligen meningen att jag skulle lägga upp bilder från Ölands resan, men det blev inte av idag för att jag för det första inte orkade, för det andra så har jag fixat skolsaker inför gymnasiet som börjar på måndag "då det nog blir mer bloggande", sen handlade vi saker inför min lillebrors kalas eftersom han fyller år på tisdag så ska vi ha släktkalas för han på söndag, för det tredje så har jag varit på ett humör som inte går att beskriva efter som den bäst bästisen i världen ska flytta imorgon "17 aug".

Det får mig att bli så ledsen, för jag vet verkligen inte vad jag skulle ha gjort utan henne, även om jag bara har kännt henne i 4 år så känns det som en evighet. Hon lärde mig en massa saker som jag inte skulle gjort om jag inte hade träffat henne, jag lärde mig att man inte behöver vara rädd för att vara sig själv. Jag lärde mig att finna mitt rätta jag, jag lärde mig saker om mig själv som jag inte visste,  jag har fått självförtroende tack vare henne, jag lärde mig att inte behöva må dåligt bara för att det fanns kränkande personer, jag lärde mig säga ifrån, jag lärde mig att skratta så som jag aldrig gjort förr. Jag lärde  mig att man inte behöver ha kontroll och veta allt man gör utan ta det som det kommer. Jag lärde mig att tänja på mina gränser. Jag lärde mig att det bara finns en person som vet allt om en! Jag vet att hon finns om det händer något, hon kan man verkligen berätta allt för!! Hon är den systern jag aldrig fick, jag vet allvarligt talat inte vem jag skulle vart om inte hon hade kommit in i mitt liv, visst finns det någon som vet mycket om mig men Madde vet verkligen allt om mig!! Hon har alltid stöttat mig , även om det har vart helknäppa saker. Om jag behövde en axel att gråta mot så fanns hon där, om jag behöde någon som muntrade upp mig så var det hon jag vände mig till, om det var någon som ville göra något knasigt eller snarare sagt GALET så ställde jag alltid upo för henne och hon för mig!! Så jag kan säga att det bästa i mitt liv det var Madelene "Madde" Viktoria Fransson! !!!!

Jag vet vem som kommer vara min hedertärna "min enda tärna också om jag får tillägga" jo det kommer vara Madde! När jag får barn "om jag får det" så kommer hon vara den första jag ringer, när jag blir gammal är det hon och jag som kommer sitta tillsammans på en parkbänk och mata fåglarna. Det kommer vara hon och jag livet ut!!! Hör ni det allihopa!!! DET KOMMER VARA HON OCH JAG LIVET UT!!!!!!!!

LOVE YAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lycka till nu, stora pussar och bamsekramar från mig!!!!!!!!!!!! :*

Jag sa ju att jag skulle vara upptagen ett tag nu, men nu är jag hemma igen efter att ha kommit hem från Öland!!!

Jag ska lägga upp lite bilder senare från dagarna på Öland.

Om ni redan vill se lite saker jag gjort så kan du kolla på min instagram

@jenniferdirection

 

 

Jag kommer vara lite upptagen just nu men jag hör av mig så fort jag kan/ har tid

 

 

 

You're Ricky's girl friend. You've been going out for 2 years. Your a bit younger than him but love is love. You were at his house in L.A. You guys were sleeping but he was behind holding you near his chest. You open your eyes and notice that you can't sleep. You slowly move Ricky's hands from your waist and scurry on in the kitchen. Usually when you can't sleep you do a tiny Vlogging sesh and then take a walk. When you set your camera back down as you ended the video JC came in. You forgot to turn off your camera and If you don't do that it'll keep recording. You sat down and started writing the letter you were leaving for ricky, to know where you went. "What are you doing up" JC asked. "Can't sleep" You say. He sits next to you and reads what you're writing. You guys are just inches apart and your lips are close to touching. You see JC lean in but you move your head away. You stand up and lean against the wall. "No JC" you say. He stands up putting his arms around your waist. He begins kissing your neck. "Let's have some fun" he chuckles. You grabbed his waist trying to push him off but he wouldn't budge. You close your eyes and try again, but when you open them ricky was standing there. He walked out. "Ricky" you say while finally pushing JC off. You ran towards Ricky's room but not to loud. You didn't want to wake Kian and Connor. "How could you?" he says throwing your stuff Into a bag. "Ricky stop I didn't do anything" you plead. "Stop the lies and get out" he says handing you the bag. You smack it out his hand with tears in your eyes and in his. You grab your sweater that has fallen out the bag and head towards the door. You look at JC and cry even harder. "Sorry" you say to Ricky. "Sorry, I messed up like always" you yelled that one slightly. You see Connor walk in. You ran straight out the front door slamming it. You start to run down the block to god knows where. "(Y/n" you hear Connor yell but don't turn back. You continue running until you turn a corner. You sit at the corner and cry. After what almost felt like hours of crying you get up and head towards the FroYo place Kian loves. You go inside and order the largest cup they have so you can drown out your sorrows. You finish your last bit and decide to head over to Jenn and Andrea's place. You knock slightly. Surprisingly someone heard you and answered the door. It was Andrea wide awake with Jenn. She sees the redness in your eyes. "Omg (y/n) what happened?" She asked siting you down. Jenn came on over sitting next to you. "Ricky and I had a fight" you sobbed. "You and ricky never had a fight, why now?" Jenn asked. You cry even harder but soon explain. After you said the last word you started to cry. "Oh my, I'm so sorry. You can stay here tonight" Andrea said. "Stay in my bed, I'm staying up tonight anyway" Jenn insisted. You nodded and headed towards the bed. You closed your eyes and quickly shot up remembering you left you camera but soon remembered that you weren't going back. You closed your eyes and fell asleepAndreas POV "I need to go over there" she said pacing back and forth with anger. She grabbed her jacket an headed over to Ricky's. Jenn stood behind just in case you woke up. Andrea had a spare do to Kian staying there. "Ricky get up" she yells. He gets up rubbing his eyes. "How could you, you didn't even let her explain herself" She yells. Kian woke up from the noise and held her back knowing the possibilities if he didn't. "There was no need to explain, I saw it all" he shouted. "Obviously not, because you didn't know the whole story". You turn around and hug Kian. You turn around and say to ricky "she's devastated" you whisper before leaving and grabbing (y/n) stuff. Y/n POVYou wake up to the beautiful sunlight, shining in your eyes. You get up out of bed. You hop into the shower and freshen up, except your clothing was still at Ricky's so you hopped back into the same clothing. You head to the kitchen, and start making breakfast. It's the least you can do since Jenn it's knocked out on the floor. You laugh at her before picking her up and setting her down in her bed. You continue making breakfast and by the time you're down everybody was up. "Y/n) why are you wearing the same clothing from yesterday? Didn't you take a shower?" Andrea asked. "Yeah but my clothes are back at Ricky's" you sigh. "Well I did what best friends do and picked them up" she laughed. "Thank you so much..Love you so much " you laughed. "And my camera?" you say with some hope. "Oh no sorry" she said. You sigh. "It's okay, anyway BREAKFAST IS Ready." You yell for Jenn to hear. Within 20 seconds Jenn came barging in. "Oh Jenn" you laugh as you sit down. ***It's not made a week since you, ricky, and JC haven't spoken. You left Jenn and Andreas place and headed back to yours. You were getting ready because you were going to have Jenn, Andrea and Kian over. You finished putting on your shoes and opened the door. You let them all in until you saw and extra visitor standing behind Kian. It was Ricky. You start tearing up but before Ricky had a chance to see you like that, you ran to your room. Kian ran after you. He shut the door behind him. "(y/n) don't do this, he feels as bad as it is." He said. "No he doesn't, he doesn't no at this point what it means to feel bad." You say lifting up your long sleeved shirt revealing your scares. Kian sighed. "Why, would you do this?" He asked. "You see he doesn't know what it feels like to feel bad. I felt so bad like it was my fault, so I started cutting myself" you looked down at your crossed legs. Kian grabbed your chin and pulled your head up. "It's not your fault" he said kissing your forehead. He grabbed your hand leading you out to the real world. Your eyes quickly met Ricky's. You looked down in shame as his eyes dotted towards your scares. *** Everybody was having fun except you and Ricky. He soon came up to you. "Can I speak to you please?" He says. You nodded. He lead you to the kitchen. You sat upon the counter and he was standing in front of you. He handed you your camera. You looked down at it. "I watched it" he said. "Watched what?" You said. "What really happened, your camera recorded it all". You look down sliding through the videos. You then look up knowing what he meant. "Look I'm sorry, I got the wrong impression. It's just that I saw your arms around his waist and your eyes closed. I thought you were enjoying it." He said. "Well you thought wrong" was all you said. "Please, JC confessed, you know my temper is low when I see another guy touching the person, I love and cherish." You smiled a little at what he said. He looks down at your scares. "What's this?" He said. You quickly pulled down your sleeves. "Nothing" you said. "It's obviously something you're trying to hide" He said pulling your sleeves back up. "It's scares. During that week of not talking, I was heartbroken. You wouldn't believe me. I cut myself trying to take away the pain. I'm sorry" you say tearing up. "I understand. There is no need for sorry's". Ricky pulls you into a hug, Pulling you off the counter. He lowers his hand to your lower back and yours around his neck. "Sorry" you whispered into his ear. "No, it's my fault. I made then mistake. Forgive me?" He asked. You pulled away from the hug. You grab his face and kiss him. "Does that mean a yes?" He said. "Of course" you say while making out. You soon pull away and give him a hug. You hold hands and are about to say. "GUYS WE made up" you yelled at first but notice everybody was watching and listening the whole time. Everybody laughed. You and Ricky lived happily ever after. You and JC became friends again, and promised to never do that again. The End

 

You are walking around the mall, casually shopping with your best friend. You are chatting about how nasty it is outside, pouring rain, thundering, and lighting. Your friend and you decide to get a little something to eat. You sit there enjoying your lunch scrolling through twitter and all the sudden a camera lands right in front of you.You look at the camera and notice it cracked on the bottom right screen corner. “Aw", You murmur. You look up at see Jc Caylen walking towards you."Sorry about that", He apologizes, as you hand him is camera back. You smile, “It’s okay. Just scared me a little". You talk for a few more minutes and when he walks away, you have a new follower on twitter, a new picture in your phone, and a hug from Jc Caylen. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Handlat chips, dricka, gräddfil o dilldipp!!!! Med Madde!!! :)